Real Love

An uaffectionate woman

The one who cares and took care of my well being genuinely is a woman called mother.

She is the only one in the whole wide world who loves and cares for me genuinely, unconditionally, I never go hungry when mum is around.

Mum is not an affectionate person and I don't remember a single kiss or hug from her, somehow her loves speak so loudly through her genuine act of cares for me.

It's a shame to only realised this in my 40's, mum, I cherish and thankful for your loves and cares.

Thank you mum.

Fear Not

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Relationship

What's so great about you?
What's so great about me?
What's so great about love?
Whats so great about life?

What's so important about emotions?
What's so important about feelings?
What's so important about love?
What's so important about social acceptance?

Do I really need the people around me?
Do the people around me really need me?
Do I need to persist on in the status quo?
Do I really need to be who I am?

Who am I?
Who are you?
Who am I to you?
Who are you to me?

What am I doing?
What are you doing?
What are we doing
What should we be doing?

Am I alright?

Am I insane?

Am I loved?

Am I hated? 

Am I thinking too much?

Am I working too hard?

Am I asking too much?

Am I getting too greedy?

We were strangers
We become lovers
We become spouses
We become best friends

We become siblings
We become aquintances
We become stranger
Hope we don't become enemies

There is a time for everything in every season
Therefore do the right thing at the right timing
Think carefully and be determined when the time comes

My beloved black beauty

Dearest Blacky,

God gave you to our family on 3rd Nov 2010 and you come into my direct care in 2015, since then we become close companions and you served me every day with your best performance. You comforted me after those heavy harsh days.

You have served me so effectively, because of you, our family could enjoy road vacations, find a living, etc etc.

You have served us well and you gave us your final blessing while biding farewell.

I will not have a chance to groom you as per my plan that had been postponed for some time. I'm sure your new owner will take care of you well. I will be glad if you could have a better owner.

It is painful to say goodbye to you as our relationship is deep and dear. I love you deeply and you could never be replaced.

Goodbye my dear Blacky and I will keep you in my memory forever.

 Sgn-off with a broken heart,

My love for you

I still love you
I still love you
I still love you

My love for you has never changed
Please be assured of that

I still love you

I love you so

Papa & mama, I love you dearly
Thank you for giving me life
So i get to live
Life is not smooth sailing
There may be storms
But the life you gave me is strong
I overcome storms after storms
You were strong & you are still strong
Though your physical body aged much
Your strong spirit never give in

Oh my Lord, please be kind to my parents
Please take care of my papa who is with you
Please have mercy on my mama who is with me
Please grant my mama eternal life & a new pair of legs
I plead in Jesus’ name, amen